Publisher
Bobby Henry: When Daddy’s Little Girl is HIV Positive
by
George E. Curry
NNPA
Special Correspondent
WASHINGTON
(NNPA) – After Bobby R. Henry, Sr. and his 18-year-old
daughter, Yolonda, had discussed her plans to join the Air Force, he
was surprised to learn that she had changed her plans and even more
surprised by why she had changed them.
“She called
me on the phone and she said, ‘Daddy, I got something to tell
you,’” Henry recounted. “And I said, ‘What is
it? I know you told me you were going into the Air Force.
What
is it?’ And she said, ‘I got a letter from the Air Force
and it was from the medical people and they told me I need to get
checked again because I’m showing that I am HIV
positive.’”
Placing that call 18 years ago
from Ft. Lauderdale, Fla. to her father in Dayton, Ohio was one of
the hardest things Yolonda had to do in her young life. Today, it is
difficult for Henry, publisher of the Westside Gazette in Ft.
Lauderdale, Fla., to discuss that conversation.
“It
shocked me first,” Henry said. “I was totally blown away.
This was my little girl…” Henry’s incomplete
sentence dissolved into 20 seconds of agonizing silence, with tears
streaming down his cheeks. When a reporter gently surmised that it
must have been a difficult conversation, Henry replied, “Especially
when you were’ there.” He added, “You question
yourself. If you were there, could you have made a
difference?”
Henry, who was divorced from Yolonda’s
mother and remarried, knows intellectually that even if he had been
in the same city as his daughter, it probably would not have changed
the outcome. Emotionally, he remains wracked by guilt and pain.
“If
you sit and really think about it – which I have –
somehow you just can’t shake it,” he said.
The
newspaper publisher has been unable to shake the past, even though he
made a decision to return to his hometown in Florida, where his
daughter was living.
”I immediately left Dayton,
Ohio and came back to Ft. Lauderdale and began to find help for her
anywhere I could,” Henry stated. “Fortunately, that early
intervention with the virus, to find rhea help she needed and to get
her into the counseling she needed, it helped prepare her for what
she had to deal with.”
But Yolonda had difficulty
dealing with her new health status.
“Initially, when she
found out, of course, she tried to find a way to deal with it. So,
she did the drug thing – she got on drugs, dated – what’s
the term I want to use – no good [men]. She did that, searching
for love in all the wrong places.
“The final straw
came for her when she got busted with some pills, some prescription
pills. She had to go to jail and, no, Daddy didn’t get her out
this time. She did about eight or nine months and she went into
rehabilitation. She got out of that, she got off drugs.”
Not
only has she kicked the habit, she frequently lectures in hopes of
getting teens not to follow in her footsteps.
“About
two years ago, she was speaking to a group of kids about HIV/AIDS,”
Henry recalled. “She didn’t know I was there – I
was back in the back.”
With his voice cracking, Henry
struggled to describe that event.
“She was talking
about how you couldn’t get AIDS just from touching somebody,
how people treated folks, different folks, with AIDS.” After
remaining silent for eight seconds, Henry slowly continued the story.
“As she was speaking, I got up and I walked from the back
of the room, she could see me coming. She said, ‘Oh, that’s
my daddy. I didn’t know he was here.’ So I came up to the
podium where she was – we hugged and kissed.
“She
always said that her family didn’t treat her differently,”
said Henry, still trying to regain his composure. “So, right
then, I decided that wherever she spoke, I would be there to support
her and to give my side of the story from a father’s standpoint
accepting that this little girl did some things she shouldn’t
have done and because of that, she’s now infected with
HIV/AIDS.”
His daughter wasn’t the first in
Henry’s immediate family to be touched by the epidemic. His
youngest brother, serving time in prison for bank robbery, died of
AIDS at the age of 25.
“He was in prison fighting
and he got cut,” Henry said. “…He had to be taken
to the hospital and while he was in the hospital, he got a blood
transfusion. We got called. We visited him. In prison, you don’t
get proper health care. Basically, you’re treated like a leper.
So, he didn’t get the basic health care, his health went down,
he got a cold. He was in the last stages, we went to see him. He died
about six hours after we had an opportunity to talk with him.”
Henry
said he is at peace with his brother’s death, because he was at
peace with it before he died.
“What I think about
most is how he and I would have been running our newspaper,”
Henry said, referring to the family-owned business. “He had
this air about himself. I’m me. If I just had somebody to watch
my back, I wonder where we could have taken this newspaper. That’s
the major thing I think about.”
He has also been
thinking about two more family members who were HIV infected.
“I
have two aunts – older aunts. I’m not talking about
younger aunts, I’m talking about older aunts at least in their
60s,” Henry stated. “Their boyfriends, messing with some
of those young girls, brought it home. It’s something that has
touched our lives.”
And as a newspaper publisher,
Henry hopes to touch many lives – before anyone else in the
family tests HIV positive.
“As ugly as it is,
there’s a sense of beauty also,” he explained. “…We
can perhaps help some other families understand and deal with this,
not run away from it and hide from it.”
He is
particularly interested in reaching the youth. African-American teens
represent only 16 percent of those 13 to 19 in the United States, but
69 percent of all new AIDS cases reported among teens in 2006.
Many
parents are being naïve if they think their teenagers aren’t
having sex. According to a 2007 CDC survey, nearly half of the high
school teenagers admitted having had sexual intercourse, which means
the percentage is probably much higher than the official
number.
Henry’s daughter has now been drug-free for
five years, has two children, and is about to move into her first
home.
He said, “A part of her speech is that,
‘Parents don’t think that your children are not out there
having sex.’ She says, ‘I was 15 when I was messing with
an older guy. My parents didn’t know. And little did I know
what I was getting myself into.’”
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